im going to the justin timberlake concert tonight!!! ah!! i am so excited! im going with one of my sisters and two of her friends. and next tuesday my sister and i are going again and we are sitting in the VIP section, are seats are SO good!!! o man i cant wait!
so today(yesterday i guess technically) is day one of our kitchen remodel!... we are already over it! it's so dirty! but it will be worth it in the end!!
last night i went bowling with ryan and his co-workers, it was a lot of fun! totally uncomfortable at first, but it ended up going really well!
life is just sooo good right now! im sure im going to hit a bump eventually, but right now it is great! im so stoked! im almost done with school, i only have 3 classes left! ah i CANNOT wait to get it done! i hate school with a passion! lol. i have learned a lot lately about me, about life, about Gods plans for me and i have really recognized things that have happend in my life and now i am finally seeing that God did that all for a reason!!!
i think i want to be a cosmetologist, i've wanted to be that for so long, and i was going to start school this month, but my parents ended up wanting me to wait until i was done with high school. that was so God! cuz now im not sure if thats what i want to do! i want to do something that really means something! i want to do something that gives me the opportunity to share God with a lot of people.
doing peoples hair all day would probably give me that opportunity. but i just dont know. im just going to keep praying about it and see what God gives to me! i think going into independent studies was such a good thing for me! i questioned it for a while, but i think it turned out for the best! these past couple years have been great. i was miserable in regular high school. i think that if i had stayed in regular high school i would be a completely different person than i am now. my relationship with God is better now than it was then, and i have grown so much since i left high school.
the friends i had weren't in love with Jesus, and i dont know if they even had the desire to be. its hard for your light to shine BRIGHT when you are surrounded by a whole lot of darkness!
last night was awesome. i was reading a book about purity, and in one of the chapters it says "Tell God of all the people that you have given your heart to and then ask God to reclaim it!" so i did! and i have finally forgiven COMPLETELY people that i needed to! i thought i had forgiven some people but really i hadn't really. i am free finally! Jesus has it all in his hands, and that's where it should have been in the first place. now i know that i truely don't have to every worry about it again!
thanks jesus! thanks for your UNCONDITIONAL love and forgiveness!!!

well it's about that time. i pray that you would be so blessed!!!
goodnight!! :)